i've been working on this site for close to a year now. i think, idrk my memory betrays me, but i've come to the realisation that this is a sisyphean task. which maybe i should have realised given my site's philosophy and the whole 'my interest in this site is like a sine wave', but oh well. so i've decided this will now be a bit of a status log, life update, site update everything, for hopefully as long as i can continue. so yeah idrk i cant be bothered to write properly but also thats like the site's vibe and shit sooo